Welcome May, the month the good Lord saw fit for me to grace my presence on Earth. As I embark upon this new year, I can honestly say that I am happy, soon to be 37 and satisfied. Who says you cannot have issues and happiness? My issues do not dictate my destination, although they may alter my mood occasionally. Thankfully, I have chosen happy and my resiliency activates in time enough to kick me back into gear.
My current state of life is hopeful and expectant of whatever the Lord has for me. Isn’t that a mighty calm place to reside! There are some things beyond my control and no matter how bad I want to win in certain areas of my life, timing has its place. Because I understand divine appointment, I am operating where I am supposed to until I am released to do so in the other spaces God has designed me to possess. I am excited about that. However, I have taken heed to what my Pastor mentioned in a sermon, “I may not be carrying my cross, but I may be reaping my crop.” Simply put, obedience begets reward, disobedience begets delay. Don’t miss it, delay, not denial. I am so glad He is merciful. Basically, the ball sometimes lies in your court. God is awaiting the moment to release the blessing(s). It is the receiver who has to act in obedience. I totally understand that. So, I have written the vision, it is so plain and clear. I know where I am going. I am excited to arrive. God has my future patterned already. It’s up to me to do what He says, so I may experience the beauty from the completed design. He’s got His hands on me.
Healing takes time. Healing sometimes require surgery and prescriptions. Currently, I am healing, mentally and physically. I am healing from grief and unspoken circumstances and I attribute my healing to my faith and fight. My faith in the Lord has gotten me this far. The fight in my soul has gotten me this far. I have decided…Easy to do? Absolutely not. Is there a tug of war? Not as often as the past. That is totally because I want to fulfill my goals and dreams in front of the ones who mean everything to me, my daughters. I am the role model. I am the example. I am powerful. I am sure about myself. I am happy. I am hopeful. I am healing.
Welcome May. The month my beautiful mind, body and soul graced planet Earth. I honor my Heavenly Father! I salute my parents! I salute ME!
Unconventional and REAL 